Saturday, June 19, 2010

A Poem for Abah

abah with abang

your fierceness make me frightened
your tenderness pleasant me
i missed your caressness
i remembered you hugged
in your fierceness
still have a tenderness
in your firmness
still have a symphaty
you are my strengthness
without you i'm weak
although had a gape between you and me
i'm still love you
with all my heart
i will miss and remember all memory
when i'm with you abah
forgive me for all my wrong
there no intention in my heart to betray you
what have in my heart is i will always love you
yong yuan..
although in any language you're been call
you still my ABAH..

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Happy Smile

assalamualaikum..with a big smile i write this:

smile can make you happy... isn't it? i'm still remember my history form 1 teacher had said to me and all my friends that when you woke up in the morning, immediately you must smile. and one of my friend asked to him, why? he said, smile after you woke up can make you happy all the day.
and it's true! i have try it and all the day i feel very happy, happy then ussually. eventhough i'm in difficult situation that's time and until now smile after woke up had been one of my habit.

Steven D. Woodhull once said this:

"you've got a lot of choices. if getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice"

our beloved Prophet (peace be upon him) once said:

"do not belittle even the smallest act of kindness, even if it were no more than meeting your brother with a smiling and cheerful face"

every time we smile at anyone we get a reward. just give a smile and you can get a reward, easy right? i also had heard from someone that's when we smile we just move our 15 muscle, but when we are in stress or mad and we wrinkle our forehead, we had just move our 45 muscle. amazed right?

George Elliot once shared a beauty tip for us when he said:

"wear a smile and have friends; wear a scowl and have wrinkles''

bad enough that the polluted environment we are all in has contributed to the "speediness'' of wrinkle formation on our faces, do we really want to press the "accelerator" my friends? and while you are thinking about it, don't forget to keep smiling! just smile and the world will smile with you..

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

my bad marks!

assalamualaikum...peaceful night again with raining non stop. alhamdulillah Allah give me some idea to write something tonight. it take a long time for me to think what i want to write in my second entry.hah!and now i get something to write.

when i was read a comic at my room, my lovely sister suddenly came in and asked me about my marks for additional mathematic paper.

"what's going on with your marks? it was really terrible. i think you does not study for this subject right?" with silent mode i nodded and continued my reading.

i really amazed my sister, because she can founded how can i get that bad marks. sis you are really great! i was finished my midterm last month and after that i had received the result. but only for mathematic moden and additional mathematic. i just can say, it was exhausted result. i get A- for my mathematic moden and D for my additional mathematic. the marks? it was secret.

first i was reallly regret. A-? yeah, i can accepted it. but D? can you imagine how terrible it is? when the teacher give the paper to me, my little heart just said i will pass. that's all. it does not said i will pass with a flying colour result! but i still thanks because i doesn't fail in this paper and had been list in top 7 student in my class that's pass. after that i set my mind to positive. with a big smile, i said to myself

"all it's my false. because i does not prepared early to sat up for this paper. so, what i need to do is just accepted this result with leisured heart and do my best for the next exam."

the moral that i get from this situation is i must prepared early for all paper and study smart not just study hard. it must together to get a nice result. and now i'm in waiting zone to get my result for other paper. hopefully i can get a flying colour result!

for myself listen this:

you are not stupid if you fail after you try your best
because it was a test and you will get a reward
will up your status beside Him
if you accepted it with patient and still attempt
but, you really stupid
if you does not attempt
because you will fail and distress
they has no reward for you
and you also will get sin

get the meaning? so shuhaida do your best and attempt until your last breath.huuu~

p/s:forgive me if have a mistaken in this entry. i hope who read it can correct the mistaken. thank you!

Saturday, June 12, 2010


assalamualaikum... i don't have anything to say. but alhamdulillah... i can open my own blog. although with some help from my lovely sister. i open this blog because my brother commanded me to make it for improve my english. erm....i will try my best to writing in english. so sorry, if have some grammar mistake or anything in my writing. because my english does not so tough. that's all i want to say. short but compact. ok, thank you...